I felt like I wasn't giving my daughter the time she deserved from me. It was after I got sober and learned a little that I relized my entire life was crap. I didn't even seem to notice I lost my job 2 years ago because of my old attitude and numerous hangover call outs. I didn't even notice!! Then the house was filthy even though I was home all the time. I was tired of wondering what stupid things I said or did the night before.
Jennifer