Thanks for the support guys, it means a lot. I have to admit that I just don't feel as though I deserve doing something nice for me it seems a waste....I'm more comfortable doing things for others.
The weekend isn't compulsory but I really do need to go....plus it will be another first ticked off! I'm trying to convince myself that I will have so much more fun by being sober than I usually do after wine and the next day with a hangover!
I also need to post here more often. ... daily posts seemed to keep me focused on sobriety.
My class is pretty quiet so I may make undies my main goto thread if that's okay.
Anyway gotta pop out to buy maggots. ..... mr p is going fishing. .... hopefully with not too much of a hangover!
Back later xx