Back at work after being off poorly. ... very tired and somewhat stressed.
Am going out tonight with mr petals and work colleague and his wife for our Christmas meal in a pub. I will be made to drive....Which is a good thing so as to keep me sober but mr p will hit the beer hard and be loud and obnoxious to me on way home and at home. He will be nice as pie in front of his friends. Somehow being made to drive gets me irratated and grumpy. ...makes me think of drinking.
Then Saturday I've got the weekend away with my night school. ...usually a very drunken weekend
Will have to be careful not to allow myself to feel I deserve a wine as a treat or to make up for none tonight. Oooo my mind is a working overtime. .....
Best get up for womp....
Bye for now.xx