So your pretty well off compared to a woman that cannot have children But desperately wanted to.
How about living in a peaceful country?
Much chance of rocket attack today?
Turn the tap on, clean water?
Food in the fridge?
Roof over your head?
Sleeping in a bed tonight?
Sometimes we take for granted the basics of life. Ending up despairing over our first world problems.
Fact is if you can answer yes to the above, your in a privileged percentage of the world population.
This isn't to trivialise your feelings, just to try and help you see what you do have, rather than focusing on the one thing you don't (alcoholic husband)