Erin, I'm so sorry for your loss and the way you found his apartment brings back the memory of finding my ex's apartment the same way, ugh, but mine didn't die he was rushed to the hospital so many times I don't remember how many anymore. When a service came in to clean up they asked me if someone was butchered in the apartment. I am waiting for that emminant call myself and someday my ex will have peace as yours is now. Please take care of yourself and come back here for support.