Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
I broke a string of days in recovery, thousands of days. But I didn't break my desire to live a clean and sober lifestyle. And that's what I am today, clean and sober and blessed to be so.
^^^^ Matilda, you obviously still have the 'desire' of which doggonecarl speaks; hold tight to it. Start again with renewed commitment.
You can do this.