Thanks guys
I cannot believe that many years ago I was prescribed these drugs and took them once- hated them cause they knocked me out. I didn't take them again for years. I realize now that I was prescribed way to high a dose and this all would have happened even sooner if I had taken less and liked it, which is what happened the second time around after I was much older. I loved it at first it opened up my world. Then years later the descent some of us are all too familiar with. I was such a dummy I did not even understand the addictive qualities of the stuff.