Good to see you, PinotNoMore! I hope you can get over the hump and figure out why you can't completely kick the booze. I loved wine too but there's no way I could keep an ember burning without it turning into an inferno that would burn my whole life down.
Maybe it would help to hit SR every day? I don't have any real cravings anymore but I still like to come here daily to talk to others and to remind me of my need to stay sober.