So, things have been great! Then they weren't.
Getting sober is hard. I'm not gonna lie. I had my "last drink" on Easter 2014. My next drink was December 23rd 2014 when I decided that the Christmas holidays "deserved" a drink or two. I had just over 8 months sober. Things are good now. Great actually. But I'm not happy. I still drink "occasionally" and that drives me mad. Moderating sucks. Not ever drinking again would be amazing. I'm just STRUGGLING with finalizing that. Just hadn't posted in a bit. thought I'd check in. Tomorrow I'm going to try again. thought I'd check in. Thanks!