Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I think everyone has felt this way...on booze.
It took me more than a month but gradually my perspective shifted I began to believe in my self worth and I very much cared whether I loved or died.
There must be a little flicker of that in you already or you wouldn't be here asking for help.
Nothing changes if nothing changes. I hope you make the call
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That flicker is gone for me. Sober or drunk. I hate myself. I'm a loser beyond belief. I will drink until Monday and then see what happens.