Originally Posted by
DK3 
I will do so Monday. OCD is difficult to understand for people who don't have it. But I've stocked up until Monday and Monday I'm free. Not for real, since it will still be OCD, but my OCD tells me that I am not allowed to drink after tomorrow.
Your OCD told you that you were to stop yesterday too. And a day last week. In both cases you kept drinking anyway. The bottom line is that you control when you stop drinking. Either you make the decision to stop and do it, or you make the decision to go someplace that will help you do it.
Not to be alarmist, but you are literally flirting with disaster here. Your drinking has escalated to alarming levels and your current plan is to hole up with a stockpile of Alcohol and drink until Monday. And take a lot of other meds on top of that. Please let someone know who can at least check on your physical well being if nothing else. '