Why is it so easy to be pulled back in?
so, AH hasn't been going out much at all, has been being nice to me lately.
Why is it so easy for me to just let all of the bad stuff slide, once given a morsel of goodness?
What is it in me that makes me so easily able to "forgive" and see the good while pushing the bad (and there is a lot of bad, more than good for a few years now) to the side, effectively "forgetting" it while times are good or okay?
I just want to understand what it is about me that makes it so easy to be sucked back in.