Originally Posted by
Dee74 
It's ok to feel nervous and unsure and self conscious. Just don't doubt that you're doing the best thing for yourself, Briar - you really are
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This is exactly right.
It's hard right now. You want to escape; I really understand that.
But the only way to truly feel better, is to move through this.
It's uncomfortable as heck, but you will feel better and stronger every single day.
I love you, and I'm proud of you. ♥