As time goes on i think i make better decisions sober than i did in a drunken frantic life . Flapping and tangled like a netted fish .
With being moderate and regular in my habits life seems to pay dividends .
In my drunken days i'd read tons of self help books and nearly every religeous book to try and find answers to questions that had been given to me by my society .
A lot more made sence and has fallen into place after a decent amount of sobriety .
A higher plane seems to me to be a bit of a term loaded with spiritual connotations , i'm not sure that i have that but certainly life is a richer, less washed out experience and i feel more in tune with the world around me .
I'm about 3 1/2 years into my new life
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