What a difference a day makes
OK, actually 19 days but I'm amazed how far things have improved.
I started my journey hating myself. I had panic and anxiety. But there was no way I was giving in.
Yesterday I had a totally anxiety free day. Just over a week ago I had a job interview - I was agitated all the way through but didn't show it. I've just heard I have the job. It's working from home so no pressure to 'hurry up' and get over any anxieties I do have left - I can do it at my speed.
I am starting evening classes week after next and can actually afford to take my son to Orlando in October (Disney junkie but not been since 1997).
All of those is only possible because of achieving sobriety.
If you are struggling please stick with it. The benefits FAR outweigh the negatives!!