You sound good Jen, I'm glad.
You say you fantasize about how having a glass would be like. When my AV whispers that "sweet tune" I do visualize it all the way through and the ending always discourages my "urge"... Ughhh, to wake up with a headache, stomachache, looking like crap then having to get ready and get my family ready feeling nauseous and bad. Etc.
We are finding that resolve so we have to feed it. I don't necessarily "ignore" my AV, I put it down!
I send you a high five!!!!