I can explain how bad it all felt but I no longer feel that way at all. Not one bit. Sometimes I miss him but I realize my part in his life is over, and vice versa. So for everyone who is still THAT person in the first part of my story...that person who doesn't see how life can get ANY BETTER, EVER -- just have faith that it will. You will end up exactly where you are supposed to. And you are never alone.
Thank you for sharing that story and your survival as you move on and grow.
Life doesn't have to stay bad forever, and you are the living proof that time does heal and things do get better, once we let go of the obsession to save what is not ours to save.
Hugs