Back on Day 1. Ugh. I've been extremely depressed over my financial situation and living situation. The community I live in is very toxic, not conducive to recovery at all. 80% of my neighbors are active alcoholics and addicts or religious zealots. I made another appt for a CD evaluation to get referred to a treatment center so then get into sober housing from there. The appt is over three weeks away. I feel impatient and want the process to begin as quickly as possible.
I worry I will not be seen as 'bad off' enough for residential inpatient treatment and I fear I'll be categorized on a lower level and referred to intensive outpatient and there are no IOP facilities for at least 35 miles and I don't have a car. I really need to get out of where I'm living and start over. I'm excited, scared and want to get this going!