Hi Arctic!
You and I joined SoberRecovery about the same time over two years ago. And my main thought now is that I am glad I quit drinking then and am not still going through the misery you are now feeling.
There are plenty of threads here about moderation. Most of us cannot drink in a controlled manner, and eventually find that quitting is easier.
And by the way, if you put a "]" at then end of your signature, it will come out they way you want it. And if you believe your signature, you will get everything you desire.