I'm reading and have started alanon on line meetings, my counsellor is off for 2 weeks so I miss seeing her, I would usually talk to my friend but she has so much going on, she recently had a bereavement and I'm trying to support her.
I am off work this week and for the first time in a long time I'm scared of being off and not being able to occupy my mind I nearly cancelled my leave again, I cancelled it 3 weeks ago. and I keep thinking back to good times with him, I've even started dreaming of him again only this time he's met someone else!!!!