Welcome to where people understand you because we’ve been where you are. The sooner you stop drinking alcohol the better off you are mentally and emotionally.
I suggest reading a lot of posts here and seeing first hand the workings at AA meetingS in your area. You don’t have to commit to anything unless you feel like it. Just say your first name if you want to. It’s a place to learn what we don’t know about alcohol and stopping it’s intake.
BE WELL