So here I am
Hi everyone. I am new here and here for a reason. I drink in excess at least three times a week. When I do drink I have blackouts. I wake up not knowing what happened the night before. I am so sick of drinking and want to quit badly. I usually drink beer but the last two times I drank It was vodka. I do not know what happened to me. I was one who could have a drink and walk away but now I can't have just one. Just last night I did it again and this is after I said I am quitting...for the umpteenth time. I am depressed and hate myself. I need help.