Scared, I feel for you, I know about those panic attacks.
I know it seems insurmountable right now, but it's not.
It may seem like a lot of us have a strength that you do not possess, but that's not true.
Many, if not all, of us have been exactly where you are now. I know I have.
It starts with making the decision to get sober,whatever it takes, and an active plan that you work every day.
You can do this, you really can.