Originally Posted by
Purpleknight 
What support are you using after 3/4 days? I went round and round the same cycle for a long time, because I was depending on my own mind, which was addicted to alcohol to not somehow want to drink, the results were almost inevitable. So instead I needed to utilise some support, not only in the relapse times, but in the Sober times, something to keep me focused and short circuit my own mind, a second opinion on things, as in isolation there seemed to just be a never ending merry-go-round. You can do this, but a plan could make all the difference!!
I do need to make a plan for the days and weeks out. My problem is wanting to just forget about it and move forward. I guess you can't do that with this disease. Gotta figure out a way to stay on top of it
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Wish I wasn't so afraid of going to a meeting. I know I would be fine once I got started with them. Just making that first one is scary