I have told them that I think it is time for me to move on and start a new job. They rather not see me go they told me.
And to answer that one post.. yes my head is all over the place, I live alone have no friends here that I really hang out with, my family lives 16500 km away from me in the Netherlands,
I am trying to cope, I find it hard. It is all new to me, I don't know what I am supposed to do.
I have no control over my emotions at the moment, last night was the most horrible moment in my life. Felt low today.
Suppose I only take one day at the time. Trying to get as much support as I possibly can.