After re-reading my last post I have decided to block her number and probably won't be sending her anything. Even when she was sober she was not a nice person and was never a mother to me. I think I'm really done. And it's thanks to everything I've read and everything you've all shared that have made me realize that all this "she should know" and "I never told her" was all because in my deepest dreams I kept hoping she would get sober and be sorry for all the things she has done. She didn't change the last time she was sober so what makes me think she would now? It feels good to face reality and let the good things shine through while turning my back on the darkness.