1/23 is the anniversary of my dad's death
that is so recent for you. how completely confusing and overwhelming it must be on top of all the stuff that always comes when we lose a parent.
please post as much as you want here, and feel free to PM me absolutely any time. i bet we have a lot of the same unanswered questions and i'm only just starting to articulate my own.
your grief is so fresh. what are you doing to take care of yourself? being on this forum already is so great!