You are soooo right Soberleigh.....I have never really thought about it like that but that is exactly what it was like. Also with the more I drank the more I put myself over and still didn't consider the other persons thoughts and views. Going forward I shall look forward to seeing and listening to my friends and having quality time. I've found it interesting though that a couple of times I have been out I listen to the drinkers and actual question that apart from the drink what I actually have in common with these people. Drink is very good at masking true personalities and bring out the egos......