Bob, I voted yes but am not so sure I would have quit if it was still working. I was not deluding myself. I knew full well I was alcoholic at age 19--I was ok with the bumps in the road--and then I was not. I drank myself here. It's more like growing up. I've put away THAT childish thing and many others are just falling away. Regret is useless. Onward!