For me mentally this is the hardest thing to deal with and also the thing that will push me back. It's difficult too because when I do meet people (even family) there seems to be a lot of uncomfortable silences. Being someone that was always the excitable puppy dog looking for fun but now feeling more like I've had my nuts cut off and my spirit dampened!!! This mentality annoys me though because all alcohol ever did was poision our bodies and I know this is for the best.
Hopefully we will get there soon Wastinglife.....I can't wait to get my mojo back!!!