17 days sober
Hi, I stopped drinking 17 days ago. I didn't drink everyday, but mostly on the weekends, and maybe Thursday nights.
My problem is that when I had 1 drink, I would want to drink 10-15 drinks. Even on the days when I wasn't drinking, I was thinking about it constantly.
I have atrial fibrillation, which is a heart problem, and I am bipolar, so I have 2 huge health reasons not to drink, but I thought I would learn to control myself... mmm... not so much.
So I decided (and was told by my wife) to stop drinking, so here I am.