Tetra xx
I'm sad you have relapsed, however you got straight back on here...I have been following you're posts for a long time and I don't agree with others saying your parents are 'toxic' etc I'm sure they are loving parents that feel they are helping you and that you love them too. They aren't though are they? They aren't alcoholics and they don't understand? Have you mentioned alanon to them? If you're feeling smothered or worrying too much about your parents feelings rather than your own, I say put some space between you. Take time to think of YOU. How YOU feel, how YOU will act. I can actually relate to you so well and I understand x