Got the Physical Space, Having Trouble With the Emotional
So, I am officially out of my old place and finally have some space from my ex ABF. I had to go by there twice this week to finish cleaning and saw him and his new girlfriend as she said her goodbyes as she was leaving to start her day. Man, that was tough. It made me feel hostile. It made me feel heartbroken.
So, why am I still obsessing over him? I am in my new place and away from having to see all of that. Why am I not celebrating but instead still crying? Some days it is all so clear in my mind and then others it is so hard. I guess my question is- why do have such emotion and sadness over someone who showed me who he really was seven months ago? Who has kicked me every chance he has gotten since? How long will it take to really be free? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?????