Ummmm---I think your forgetting something here--
You DIDN'T contact him and try to sway him home-- right?
That's fricking incredible! And I mean that sincerely. A lot of us cave and then regret it.
You are doing awesome. Don't forget the goal here...FREEDOM!!
Freedom from the hurt, the anger, the sorrow, the agony, the fear, and everything else that goes along with this God forsaken disease.
Don't be so hard on yourself- yep it was a sh!tty day, but in the end- ya done good.
Hugs!
P.S-- when I'm having bad days-- a post like mine would tick me off~! HA
