Hope today is a much better day for you ~
something that helps me . . .
"Just for today I will exercise my soul in three ways: I will do somebody a good turn, and not get found out; if anybody knows it, it will not count, I will do at least two things I don't want to do - just for exercise. I will not show anyone that my feelings are hurt; they may be hurt but today I will not show it."
just a suggest from the Just for Today book mark ~
wishing you a better day!