Checking in on day 7, great words of wisdom and inspiration on here, thank you for still believing class. I will do this, its a beautiful sunny day here, and although Im still having waves of anger and remorse at myself for relapsing Im trying to focus on the here and now and what I can do for the best day by day, I had planned on buying a vehicle for me to start my own business this month but have to put those plans on hold for now whilst I concentrate on recovery and then slowly trying to get money together again to fulfil my dreams and plans.
Someone told me yesterday to hate the illness and not myself and that's what Im trying to do- not easy though!! Got a counselling session this evening and then an AA meeting straight after so am prepared for a clean sober day.