Originally Posted by
immri 
I have a sort-of plan to buy something to drink in the morning
And then the whole crazy cycle starts all over again.
You've been a member of SR for over two years. Struggling to remain sober. Asking for help.
But the solution begins with you. With you
not drinking. Not drinking over your relationship, or the end of it. Over nothing.
Keep to the sober path. Everything else will work itself out.