Oh man I'm so glad today is over.
I've been jonsin all day fighting the deafening urge to contact him and sway him into coming home.
I was at the store. I was irritable. My daughter (who I love very much and realize this is not at all her fault) was getting on my nerves just by talking (which I tried not to show because she doesn't understand). I wanted to punch everyone in that place into pieces.
Awful awful day. People won't leave me alone. My grandma pesters me. I want to watch ouija but I'm too scared to watch it by myself. Everything just sucks. Life is lame!
I was doing so good yesterday and today it's a complete 180 :/
