I remember when I was approaching day 100, I started to realize I wanted a life without drinking. I had a night where you could say it "clicked" and I simply surrendered. That's all I really did, just surrendered. I knew the only way I could get better, was to give up on drinking...completely. To me that was surrendering. I know alcohol beat me and always will beat me, but if I don't drink, I have a chance.