Hey 1step, so good to see you back posting again. You can do it mate. I hope the 12 step work is helping you. Keep it in the day my friend, I do every day.
EE, I'm glad to see you too. Sorry you are having a rough time. I relate to what you posted. Having lots of good things in your life and then struggling with the drink. Each incident gets scarier and it seems so hard the next day and the next day... Jump off that downward elevator now before it gets to the bottom. You can do this.
Ultra - many congrats on the work stuff!
Hey Grateful - keep on keeping on. I think it takes a while for the mind to rewire and learn to live and accept past stuff and behaviour.