Originally Posted by
pinklinzangel 
Hey folks, hope you are all well.
1 step. Alcohol is a bitch. It's seeps through us, poisoning each part, twisting our thoughts and changing our very being. It takes over, controls us, brainwashes us. People succumb to these controls with much lesser things than alcohol my friend. Are you foolish? No, you are unwell. But you are not ruined, you are not done. We will do this 1 step. 5 days done. 6 today. Nearly a week already, you are doing so well, and I have such faith that you can keep going. I'm here for you, please keep going! Xxx
Ee, this applies to you too 😊 welcome back. It's so very hard, and you've done a brave thing by posting today.
Things are bad for you. ........I'm so glad you posted today and didn't leave it, it may have been even worse.
You may seem to have everything, but that doesn't make the way you feel inside any less important, you deserve to not feel miserable everyday, and I wonder if you might consider talking to your doc, you seem very low and vulnerable, maybe get some antidepressants just to help you ride through until it's a little easier? They may help.
You took control today by posting. You know what you want to do. We are here to support you every day. Every single day. We need you too! Big hugs to you my friend xxx