It certainly does give me chills to think of it, Hawk07. My own personal horror movie. I am hesitant to say this because I should have gone to hospital immediately, I have since learned I could have died. But going through that anguish was what it took to break my habit. I'm not thankful for such intense pain, but it changed me in a way that I am thankful for? That's not a very clear statement but most of my feelings are never clear anyway
