Hey there Tired, I can't think of anything wise to say or advice to give you because I'm still trying to navigate a path through this stuff as well. Just wanted to let you know that you're not alone in feeling this way. I like reading posts here of people celebrating sobriety anniversaries, because I hope that at some point I'll feel that way too. Right now I can relate to a great deal of the emotions that you have expressed. Thank you for this thread, you've helped me feel less alone in my struggle
