First Post in a While
I found this site a little under a year ago, and it inspired me to be sober for a short period of time. It was only about a month and then I started using again. Alcohol is my most common intoxicant but I have used plenty of other things.
I am currently in a study abroad type situation where I had to meet a bunch of new people. Alcohol has totally ruined every relationship I have formed. Last night I lost control of how much I was drinking and I blacked out. I have been too ashamed to talk to anyone because I know what a fool I made of myself last night. I have been holed up in my room alone with the worst anxiety ever.
I wanted to post here to reach out for some advice and support because this forum has been so welcoming in the past.