Originally Posted by
Behan 
Thanks Ken! Count me in! Will need it this weekend. Really noticing what i now believe are withdrawal symptoms: sleep disturbance, nightmares, lethargy, no motivation, intermittent panic!
B
Always happy to have you with us Behan.
it took a while for things to start to clear for me. About three months in I saw changes.
This is when AV will think it has you on the ropes. We both know he dosent. Post here and speak up if you need anything this weekend.
And don't fight it. It you are not motivated then don't be motivated. Do nothing. When I fought the feelings and I made this a bigger task than it was. I felt bad because I felt guilty that I was down that I convinced myself there was no other path than to go back.
Sometimes I had to sit in my poo and just let things go past.
Ken