Just did the same exact thing but for different reasons. I hear you loud and clear ... after a crap week and losing your pup I likely would have found comfort in the drink as well if only to numb the feelings/stress/pain for a bit. Must find other alternatives. I am telling myself this but continue to struggle with what those might be. I have never been 6 months sober before but I like to think one day I might ... today I am happy with another day three. Hang in there and thanks for posting .... it always helps to know others are in your boat.