My gut instincts are always right
Even though my AH tries to gaslight me. He's been going to meetings and making a big show of using the breath tester every time he comes in the door to show me he's not drinking, even though I didn't ask him to. He did that twice tonight, was 0.00, but he went ouside for a bit. When he came in, Just by the way he was talking, I had a really strong feeling that he had had a drink. When I told him that and asked if he could show me he hadn't, he started quacking: I can't believe you! This is ridiculous! Are you serious??!
He found a room to rent the other day. I was considering letting him stay so we could work out some financial issues, but I told him he had to go. I also said some hurtful things because I feel so angry and betrayed and sad. He seems willing to go. I can't imagine feeling any worse than I do now once he's gone.
Sorry for the rant. I think what infuriates me the most is that he tries to make me doubt myself and my deep instincts, which have always been right on the money.