Pissed off!! Need Reassurance that I can do this.
Well, long story short I was 2 days short of three weeks without a drop. Friday came around, very stressful work week and put the family dog down. Instead of hitting the gym or meditating I pulled out the mickey. Didn't get hammered but nonetheless drank. Saturday night drank a little more than that and woke feeling like crap and full of guilt. So now I find myself back on day 4 and back to the drawing board. The worst part of it is I was really starting to feel rejuvenated after having 19 days under my belt. Thanks in advance for all your support and suggestions.