I don't know what I am looking for in our little community, either.
She's been (all the way) gone for a very long time. Maybe I come here
so that something good comes out of this god awful disgusting crappy mess
that I am so ashamed I ALLOWED to breach the defenses of a VERY
well lived and successful life.
Maybe I am just here ......like a AAA (auto club) road guide full of useful
vignettes like "do not allow your children to pet wild wolverines".
Or even further back. The bible, for example. Whether you believe in the
supernatural or not.....or believe in talking snakes or not----you've got to admit
the snake was on to something when it said..........
"Take a pass on the apple, kid...........you'll thank me later!"