Day 14.
Went for a walk.
I did good today. Had a business dinner at a great local restraunt. I made an excuse to skip the pre-dinner apps and drink at their upstairs bar. When I showed up for dinner people had to decided to linger longer at the bar so I had to join them there. When I walked in the bartender was making me a " special" drink as ordered by a close colleague for me. I stopped y he bartender immediately and asked him to make it a virgin...which he couldnt really because it was a martini ( all alcohol). But he made me a delish alternate virgin drink.
Finally made it to dinner where I ordered a N.A. beer.
Then home while the group went out for a night cap.
I also passed on an earlier business breakfast. What excuse did I give? Well I told people I was planning on sleeping in instead. I'm looking out for myself lately.
Anyway...so happy to see how everyone is doing. Today was good for me. Though I'm still trying to be cautious...i'm not very confident in being sober. I still haven't convinced myself this is permanent. I'm just being fully honest.